At the risk of offending a lot of religious people here, maybe you should dump your religion. It seems to be preventing you from developing into a normal, healthy human being capable of enjoying life to the fullest.
Halx also had some good points in his post. However, he was incorrect in one major area: him having no morals. You don't need religion to know what's right and wrong. At the very least, you simply need to be a good person.
Then again, maybe he knows himself better than we think considering his avatar is of a catholic high school girl in uniform.
