Originally Posted by punkmusicfan21

Dude, you have no idea how much I needed someone last night to be like "I'm going to take you out tonight".

I went to see my dad and we hung out for a bit; we talked a little about it but I think just being in the same room with someone was a huge help. Today I'm going to lunch with a girl I knew in high school who I haven't seen for a few months while she was at school; we used to be good friends and since Ash I've kind of lost most of my friends, which I want to change fast. Then I'm driving to my best friends house who is taking me camping for a week. I woke up this morning and for ten minutes I didn't think about it which was nice hahahaha but it's back in my head. I think I just need some time. Thanks for the encouragement.