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Originally Posted by lotsofmagnets
perhaps it´s in the detail but 1stly you state you feel you are in a better place now then in the next sentence state that "life sure was sunnier over there" which implied that you were previously in a better place. i guess if you used the word "sunnier" with a pinch of sarcasm it would make sense. ps i´m not personally offended and rarely am and if i was i´d pm rather than start a flame war. like i said, nitpicking and nothing more  |
Well, I guess it was a fine line... but I wasn't being sarcastic. Life WAS sunnier over there, in its own way. But to me, life became less about being "sunny" and more about seeking truth, dealing with reality, no matter how shitty that journey would become. For me, Jesus used to be the way, the truth, the life. But after a long time of asking a lot of questions, the answers (and even lack of answers) were no longer enough to make sense for me. Believe me, I hated leaving my faith. But it was inevitable, given the way my mind and personality work. My mind could never rest, even with the balm of joy that I felt as a Christian. I needed more than happiness.
/Well, shall we get back to the OP now, hmm?