My experience is similar. I didn't want to see it or know anything about it. I thought vaginas were ugly and was just happy that I'd been kegeling forever, so the men I'd been with were happy.
My Ex (2nd husband) loved it. He was the first to shave it because he used to love to watch how I responded while he shaved me. Slowly, I learned to appreciate her and learn that she was capable of great things.
"J" loves her, too. He calls her
Juicy. (That's okay, I call his penis
Jupiter.
) I know she's fine, she gives men pleasure, she gives me pleasure.
Oh and she's pushed out three gorgeous girls, too. How can I not love her?