I have come to appreciate my boobs. I used to use them a lot, show them off A LOT, too much. I was growing up and I found that they did wonders to grab attention. By the time I was 11 I had larger breasts than most women ever get.
I've always been self conscious about my areola size. My nipple itself is pretty standard, but I got the point that I was so embarrassed about them that I refused to show my boobs. I kind of did a 180 on my self-esteem.
Now, that my boobs are pretty much fully grown, they fit a lot better. I have very large breasts, and sometimes I wish I could have them just a bit smaller. I'm around a 38 FF-G and I'd go down to an E in a heartbeat. What I'm worried about is gravity. I know I'll have to get a breast lift by the time I'm 30 in order to keep my boobs anywhere near perky. But I really do like the color of them, my areola is a nice light peach color.
Dressing is hard, my boobs take up half of my torso. And I can never find a bra or anything that fits over them. I guess the grass is always greener on the other side; I sometimes envy women who can wear super low-cut blouses without looking scandalous. I remember back in middle school I was wearing a low-cut shirt and got called the principals office, but another girl wore the same shirt a few months later and no one said a thing. I thought it was really unfair.
Anyways, my boyfriend fucking loves my boobs. He has a boob fetish almost. So, that helps. And I really love my curves, and the hourglass shape I have. So, overall, I love them. They're really fun but they have their set of issues as well.
Last edited by Jenna; 04-01-2008 at 07:43 PM..
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