girldetective

I've got this weird bad instinctual juju happening and I don't know what to make of it.

Even while reasoning something out, it could be anything, I have a feeling about it, an instinct if you will. It's not some new-agey-kind-of-thing, but a pull one way or the other that may have nothing to do with analytical thinking. It's emotional and it could be for whatever reason. Sometimes I go with the feeling, other times I do not, depending if my thinking goes along with it. I rely on these instincts to a somewhat strong degree and it's hard to ignore them, and anyway I find them helpful in daily life, particularly in new situations or with new people. I get a feeling.

Lately my thinking seems the same, but my instincts are goofed up and it is sort of affecting my thinking, sometimes. It is uncomfortable. I'm having to second guess myself x2. It seems to me I remember a few instances of this over short periods of time in the past, but it is unusual.

Tell me about this if you would, about your own experience. Thanks.