Hi everybody!
Right now I have a major crisis with my relationship. I had a deep and great relationship with this girl Annie for about 6 years. We loved each other and came along really good. Both of us are 25 years old, she was the first girl I've ever had sex and a relationship with.
About three months ago however, Annie told me she is not that happy with me anymore and she wants to quit. At first I could convince her to try it again, but 3 weeks ago she went through with the separation.
I tried my best to get her back and convinced her that we could meet as friends and that I will work on my communication, her main reason for the quitting.
The first few times we met I thought everything worked out fine, we had fun but no physical contact. Then she told me again that her feelings towards me were not strong enough and that she doesn't miss me as a partner.
Again I was devastated, and it came so far that last weekend I was totally drunk and slept with another girl. It was a one night stand only, and I told Annie about it the next day.
Now she is raging mad and broke contact with me completely.
She told me that everything was becoming better with us again but now it's over.
I know that technically I was right, since we were not together it is no cheating. But this doesn't count because morally it was horribly wrong. I told her I want to change and become a better boyfriend and then I fucked another girl.
I still love her and want her back, what do you think is the right thing to do? Wait until she calms down a bit and then try to contact her?
I am already writing her emails, her answers to them are not really the nicest.
I read some advices on similar topics and many people say show her that you're sorry and that you love her. I want to try this but I don't want to turn into a stalker.
Actually I want her back but I know this won't work overnight. My first aim is to get into a good contact with her and meet her without aiming towards a new relationship. We had such a good time and I don't want to lose her in a fight. If we could separate on good terms I would feel a lot better already...