Nightmare, but I learned a lot of things.
I've always questioned the establishment, not as a grungy liberal, but as a sort of judgemental, ultra-conservative...
I've learned many things over the summer, and one is this world's crazy obsession with automobiles.
I got my first car when I was 21, and although it was a 1991, it only had 41,000 on it. Thought nothing of it. It was just a means to get from point A to point B. I didn't think of it as that Witwicky kid on Transformers. I've never thought of cars like that.
After my "girlfriend" wrecked it, and I've been driving around in it clunking and making funny noises for months now, I realize why people like nice cars. I wouldn't mind a car with a clean interior, thicker doors so I don't feel like I'm in a tin-can, and two headlights that actually work.
Worst breakup? It has a lot to do with trying to recover from financial nightmares. She has costed me nearly $10,000 in just a few months.
I'm not really breaking up with her because we were never really a couple, but I've resolved to sever ties with her and not believe a word she says if it concerns liking me. She knows a desperate guy like me just wants to hear the 'L' word, even though he knows it's not true. I'll always wonder if I should've just toughed it out a little more, or if I just got too suspicious and didn't believe her when she really did start to mean it, but oh well. She is the only girl I've ever had in my life, and I'm 25. I think I'm looking down a road of being a hermit for the rest of the way
