Update:
So last weekend she wanted to hang out, I said I couldn't. It was just too soon. I told her I'd rather do really casual things like eat lunch together and go from there.
Yesterday, we ate lunch and everything was going great. She seemed to be doing fine and so was I. We were just talking and eating. It was great.
Then she sort of goes into girlfriend mode and talks about our relationship. And how she doesn't know if she wants me back or not. So like she's on the fence.
Now, this whole thing ended because I didn't treat her right (yelled at her, said some things I shouldn't have) so I want to get back together, but also, I don't want to hurt her again. And she doesn't want that either. Like, I can say that I'll change, but I'm worried I might not be able to.
Well. Yeah. So things are still sort of uncertain now. But there's an update. Something for you all to chew on
