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i'm quite ready to clock out at any moment, doesn't mean i am gonna seek it out. i guess it depends on what you mean by clocking out. i enjoy riding my bike, looking at porn, cooking, playing chess. i'm never NOT gonna do those things. i will do those things as long as my body and mind allow me. i'm not gonna take any precautions and worry if i die, if a doctor told me i had 3 days to live i would rejoice and let out a huge sigh of relief that it's gonna finally be over, but just cause i wanna die doesn't mean i'm not gonna live each day as i feel like it.

does that make sense? do you know what i am trying to say?

as far as doing a good job with your life, that is up to you. don't hold your life up against anyone else, don't listen to anyone else's ideas of "sucsess" they are all irrelevant. the ONLY thing that matters is if you look at your life and are happy with how it is. if not, do what will make you happy, but it comes from inside, not from what others, media, parents, me, anyone else says.

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onward to mayhem!