Numb, emotionless, dull....so on.. and any other adjectives you can possibly think of that is synonmous
...is all i can think of when I had to part from my guy for 4 months during SUMMER.
Seriously, ANY season would be better than summer, but because his family lives on the opposite of the world, he has to go back.
Its frustrating when I can't blame him for leaving
, and at the same time also extremely irritated by the fact that he HAS to leave because afterall families are supposedly more important than the girlfriend.
Sighs. After 8 months of nonstop lectures and work, the minute I want to spend some decent quality time with my bf...he leaves and flies 2934289379242 km away from me. At least yours is within driving distance. So when you think about it, you are alot better offf =)...and definitely not alone!
It gets really lonely, especially when I wanna catch a movie with some of my buddies..and they happen to have already watched it with their respective bf/gf ..... ..which isn't even the end of it..because when guys ask me to go watch movies (knowing that my bf isn't around) I would have to reject them just cuz i dun like lying...esp. to my bf..
Okay it feels like im venting rather than advising..
lol..
but yea..
Cheer up... cherish the fact that you actually GET to see him without having to pay $2000+ for a air ticket !
