4th: Your ideals are to be applauded. you sound very confused, though.
I am a Christian. I rarely attend church for many reasons (one being my physical state getting in the way), I have thrown away many "Christian" beliefes and actions.
the thing to remember is Christ is the man right now. the OT was written by God, The Father. I am not a big fan of the Father: I don't care much for unforgiving snobs. Christ hides our sins from the Father's eyes until time to judge. then, if we have unrepented sin, it is judged by The Father. so if you are clean before judgement you are doubly good to go. if yer dirty, Jesus is your lawyer. believe in Him.
I wanna know my actions bear fruit. but i don't know and will never know until I die (if i continue to exist). I have NO self esteeme and I am always thinking of my failures. oh well. its life.
i think if you Want to believe in Christ, then you have a thread of faith. that one thread can be your lifeline, and i suggest using it.
the Church has fucked us over soooooo many times. they've filled our heads with this dogmatic nonesense. it is hard to know what is right, what is evil.
it is time to act and go by instinct and Christ. there are so many people who do the cliche "what would Jesus do?". as if they knew! most are hatemongers. they hate gay people, the have no tolerance for others.
the thing is.. we have to say 'enough is enough'. I Will No Longer Be Bullied By A Corrupt Church Politics. it is MUCH easier than people believe.
I think it fine time to talk again of Christ and fuck the rest. let us discuss what Christ would think and how he'd act.
an example, for those who believe alcohol is evil.
why didn't Jesus turn the water into.. uh. fruit punch? he turned it into WINE. it was celebration
"Christians" are over-sheltering snobs who keep their kids from others due to fear of them being 'lead astray'.
Christ staid with the people who needed him. he had his own mind and self control. he never made an ass out of himself or got drunk or what not. he said "I love my friends and I will not leave them". This is something all of us sshould do.
i'm growing very, very tired so i have to end this.
just remember, dude. Christ is love. people have raped his image.
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