I've almost died more times than I care to remember. After a while, it tends to lose it's scare factor. I don't believe in an afterlife either, and I've always thought of it as a dreamless sleep. If I'm dead, I'm not going to know it, and because I don't know it, I'm not going to care. You just need to hope that you made some sort of impression in someone's life so that someone will remember you. That's the best you can hope for no matter who you are. But really, it's not something you should dwell on because it's something that's totally out of your control, and since it's out of your control, worrying about it doesn't do anything to help you.
All I can suggest is that you do something that makes you feel like you've made a difference. Help out a friend, volunteer, do whatever so that you feel that what you've done has helped someone or made a difference in their life. We all can't be famous for something major, so that's the best any of us can do.
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"Fuck these chains
No goddamn slave
I will be different" ~ Machine Head
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