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I spoke to her for two hours on the phone.. she cried and cried and wanted me back.. and wanted me to give her one last chance..
This time I do believe her when she tells me her best friends (gay friend and girl) told her to not tell me about the previous guy and the previous guy sex.. they thought it was none of my business and they (naively) thought that the unprotected sex wasn't a concern of mine, as long as she was fine (no STD's).
I understand all the issues here.. trust or not trust.. it's just my first time breaking up with someone and I don't know what to do when they call you back and cry and cry, she tells me she loves me and truly loves me and would never intend to hurt me in the future.. and she just wants one more chance.. at least until the end of this year.. I kept telling her I just want to be her closest friend (non-romantic) and that I don't think we are meant for one another romantically.. I don't know what else to say. I feel so tempted to just switch my decision, I hate to see someone sooo sad and I do care alot for her..
Argh.. I wish we were all hermaphrodites so we wouldn't have to deal with relationships..
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