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goodness, the one about not having to have sex is sad isn't it? i always expect (i guess from mum and dads example) to still feel passionate and best friends with my husband as long as we live, i don't have perfection in mind, there will be arguments, bits when the sex goes off the boil...all of that! but i'm looking forward to it all. i guess i just thought he was the one, we had problems (he smoked dope) but i guess, all the arguments, they were silly, they were mostly about dope or dishes (haha!)...
i have let go. but i miss him. he was my best friend and it all just ended so suddenly and i guess i wish i had been less impatient, i keep thinking i should've just chilled out and not discussed all that commitment when he was so confused about his future and he'd just quit the stuff. c'est la vie.
on the upside i've had loads of offers. guess that just proves, i was only ready for him... x
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