J.R.V.A.

A shade of grey cannot release,
the red inside my mind
A pill cannot exhume the place,
I choose to leave behind
I know what hides within the mask,
the pain is all to real,
and if I choose to falter time,
I may not have to deal
I kid myself then lie again,
to the man inside the mirror,
I tell myself just once again,
who really is to fear here
I pop another smooth sembelence,
of foggy summer days,
as if I keep remembering,
the warm and sunny days
I breeze along and when it hurts,
I try to plod along,
one day when I can make some time,
I'll look for what I long

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And as she plays,
her sweet song of laughter
floats through the air
and warms my heart