Ok I'm kind of giddy now as I type this...
Last night I went out for a drink with some friends, and this guy came over to talk to us. His sexual energy was unlike anything I've ever encountered before - I can't explain it, he wasn't particularly good looking, or tall, or anything obvious... but twenty minutes after we met, I found myself walking out of the bar with him, and not only going back to his place but spending most of the night crossing personal sexual boundaries I would normally never dream of giving up in the first few months of knowing a guy (and a couple that even I've never done before), and at the same time not wanting to do them but loving every second of it
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It's like he was sucking away all my control and I was helpless but to surrender to it. And of course now I'm worried that I came across as too easy and he'll never call me... but I want him to, so badly, and right now, and arrrrgh...
Geez, it sounds like I'm a teenager all over again!
