You are so young, you just need to be patient there is plenty of time for things to happen. If you truly love this girl and it is as deep and unexplainable as you say then the intimacy you crave shouldnt be sex it should just be being with her. Lets face it, the first time you have sex, it probably wont be a great experience. She'll most likely be in some sort of discomfort and you wont last too long, hardly the intimate and truly special occasion you are looking forward to. I'd just drop trying to pressure her into it, and let it just happen. When she is ready she'll make it clear.
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