i had lots of dreams... being a doctor... an famous actress... the first female scientist in space *chuckle*... all sorts of things... i was going to have three girls (just like my mom)... and i was going to name my first, Christina *laughing*
- that was in reference to the "Chrissy" doll for those of you who might remember... you know... the one with the really long pony-tail hair thingy that you could pull out, and make short again by winding a large knob on her back...*snicker*
funny how one the one hand my life turned out NOTHING like i expected... but on the other hand, it's "feels" exactly right... including all of the CRAP that happened along the way...
my core dreams though... about family, and children... those remain, and have been fulfilled... not exactly the way in which i expected... but the unpredictability seems to be just another aspect of the magic of it all...
