Yeah, it's not love you're feeling. I was the same way with one of my old BF's- we hung out after our (rather messy) breakup, and all it did was prolong the healing process. If I had just taken all my crap back, and all the stuff I bought for him, and never talked to him again, it would have saved me a LOT of trouble in the long run. Best of luck
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She answers hard acrostics, has a pretty taste for paradox
She quotes in elegiacs all the crimes of Heliogabalus
In conics she can floor peculiarities parabolous
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