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For those of you that think this stuff is crazy, be forwarned as I just kinda spilled my guts on a lot of my "sightings." It is a good read, but if you are interesting in the paranormal, then you won't be disappointed.
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WhoaitsaZ... no no you do not. If you've been studying this stuff for 7 years or so, i SERIOUSLY would love a forum section just about the paranormal... As there is SO much to talk about, I'd be much obliged (man when did i use that word last..) if you'd post it.
Spose I should explain why I don't consider anyone to be insane, especially Z and Atropos and such. You guys speak of demons, from that there are angels. I've seen both. I don't take medicine, never smoked a joint in my life. Clean in every respect, but I see spirits, but only in glances. Beyond that i FEEL them. It goes beyond just a simple feeling. All my life I'd feel cold chills run through my body. I always tried to figure out what it meant...at one point I think it meant Elvis was my friend... hehehe..
But finally I came to the realization that I see spirits like a blind man sees the world. I Feel them, mainly their presence, but when I am in the correct mindset, I can actually pinpoint their location with a weird gut feeling. I can tell how many are in the room and WHERE they are walking... Kinda like a Sonar Sense. Though I've only known about the "Sonar" ability for about 6 months. Its an amazing feeling when I do it too. Also these cold chills (outside of the Gut " Sonar" Feeling) are like a language with spirits. I know I have a gaurdian, one that watches over me, and has become a great friend to me. I actually will talk with her (A friend who sees spirits told me is a she). Of course she can hear my words, but how do i hear hers? Simple, its through the "cold chills" that I get. Depending where the chill starts... either broad or pinpointing from an area of my body, and then how it passes thru my body, flows across the skin or just like a tap of coldness, they are all different things. So I know when she's happy, sad, or even pissed with what I am doing. I'll be watching a sad movie and I'll have that feeling to shed a tear (I'm a sappy guy, when i get a girl, I'm sure she'll appreciate it
) and then I'll feel the spirit "applaud" me. Its really great as she works as a partner in the spiritual world with me. When I speak about this information with others, alongside what i can see and notice, she verifies what others say. Again there is this distinct feeling that is like a.. "Yes, he speaks the truth." Its pretty cool.
I remember ever since I was little, I would always talk to something in my basement room, never knew why. At first it was because i was scared because i felt something, later on I wasn't talking to myself but to it, as i KNEW something was there. Apparently Demons like to stay in a closet down there as well, though they do much any more. Its okay tho, as I just give them a show when i go down there. I tell 'em jokes, and I know they're laughing at me, and hey.. If it makes them happy and i still get a laugh outta there... Good things right?
Now for the fun part. Here is why Z is NOT crazy. I am a religious man, and I can say with all my heart that I have been to Hell and back. Try taking that lightly... heh. I helped free a friend's soul from hell. One amazing experience, that took me a while afterword to fully accept, its alot to take in. I know that Satan... or the ultimate demonic spirit, take your choice, tells people that they would make them powerful when they die, but with my friend, I honestly do not believe he was joking. My friend was honestly 1st in command of many MANY demons when he would have died. He can see demons and they would say hi to him daily, as someday he would be their leader. When i finally uncovered all the truth about this I helped him without thinking of myself. Okay I spose this require even more backstory. (quite a lengthy post...
) When I was about 15 or so, I had a despression. I didn't realize how severe until about a hear ago, but one where i doubted everything and... it just terrible. During this time I had a demon taunt me in my dreams (I mentioned these dream in teh last version of TFP if any of you remember, as someone said it coulda have been a night terror, but the symptoms didn't fill out). This demon was huge and just laughed and taunted me, until the last one, when i showed no fear, and stated that i had backup, namely my god. It got scared, ran away never to be seen again. Well when i was helping my friend, I got demons in my dreams again. Obviously Satan didn't like me helping this particular soul very as he began to attack me too... IN my dreams. The last dream I was attacked by Satan's Daughter. This Z is partly why I wish to speak with you. The friend who I was helping also (obviously) has studied a lot about demons. So i'm curious to know if he had a daughter(tho this may or may not be your demon expertise). Now to wrap up and save the whole thing Hell story for another day. I decided to help him one day, and I spiritually stepped into the inner sanctums of hell. Yet I had no fear, I was more or less pissed by now, but I had safety precautions, so don't worry. I went in, helped to free his soul and left. An amazing feeling, and also that feeling of where time does not exist.
NOW, for those of you that persisted through all of this... Hopefully you have Z as I really wanted you to hear this, as I normally don't even say this much to people I don't know, but I trust you with this, and I trust the rest of TFP who now think I lied when i said i don't smoke pot, that they won't go off blabbing this to anyone.
I'll be here for more of this, as this kind of stuff just gets my mind moving. I once again can make my old Siggy for making a Paranormal/Dreams Forum
I'll return don't doubt it, but now I must stop, as this is long and i'm getting that crazy vertigo feeling.
Later,
GakFace