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So.
She messaged me last night and said she wants to get together to talk in person. so we met up.
i had the aura of playfulness, positive energy, and the "i don't care about the outcome" mentality. we talked for about an hour, had amazing conversations. we told each other stories and really connected, i had her laughing and smiling the whole time, she was literally melting infront of me.
then about 50 minutes in I said "ok it's getting late, what are we here to talk about again?" and we talked.
throughout the convo she was smiling the whole time. she asked what i wanted and i said to be friends, but to explore and let things flow because i like it when things just flow. whatever happens happens.
and she liked the thought of that, then she's like "why are you the one who chooses our relationship?" and i responded with "because i'm awesome"
hahahaha
i kept vaguely mentioning how the friendship should be about exploring and letting things happened, she tried to test me by saying "what if i got a boyfriend" i responded "haha it doesn't matter" i said i had to go, as we got up i pointed to my cheek and she kissed me,
i handled it perfectly. i came in there with a carefree and fun attitude without being outcome dependant. even if nothing comes of this, i really don't care. i feel like i overcame a plateau
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rawr.
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