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This is five years too late, but here goes. I wish you'd noticed that I'm not your typical asshole boyfriend. I wish you'd noticed that I'm infatuated with you and can't stop thinking about how much I'd like to kiss you. You're a smart girl who gets along with everyone. You're adventurous, and you do everything right, or so it seems. I wish I'd grown some balls and told you how I felt. Even now, I wonder how much better my life would be if only I'd known you alone for a single day. Even now, I wonder what you are up to, and wish you only the very best. Even now, I think about the women I know better and how you compare, even though we never were.
Today. Long distance sucks. There's no way I can deal with it. I need the touch, the emotion, the sight, the sound, the feelings, the thoughts, everything that is great about a partner. Two years ago I'd never have said that. But being alone for so long... it gets to you. Fuck that.
And if you say you had a blast when I took you out, why haven't you so much as talked to me since that night?
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"There are finer fish in the sea than have ever been caught." -- Irish proverb
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