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Well she just told me she cheated on me.
Once with some guy she hates, he was chasing her and she resisted, then one night she was apparently really drunk and some jamaican guy egged her on to kiss this guy, and she did. A long kiss she said.
And she fell asleep on one of her friend's beds (a guy) watching a dvd, which she'd do with me all the time, and he jumped into bed with her. Only thing that happened is that he kissed her in the morning, and she ran off disgusted. That guy is like 31 years old.
None meant anything, and she apologised profusely, but she was trying not to tell me about it, which isn't good. Although, looking back at emails and conversations, it appears she did want to tell me, she just couldn't.
That, it turns out, is the reason why she's saying she can't continue with me. I'm not mad at her though. I feel a little ill, a little betrayed, but i honestly think i could forgive her, regardless if she deserves it or not.
She said that even if i did, she wasn't sure she could continue with me, said her heart wasn't in it.
I don't know.
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