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Thanks guys.
Birth control is me using a condom.
Martian, your final factor is probably something to do with it in some way. She's too uptight to actually relax and get into things, she won't let me go down on her because she's afraid of how she'll seem to me, if I'm helping her in other ways she wants to know if it's boring for me, if her being wet is disgusting to me, etc. I can't seem to reassure her otherwise. The more I think about this, the more it's possibly a problem.
Nothing really significant has changed since September, we've been at school but that's not a huge deal for either of us.
There was a huge strain on us about October-November, I dislocated my shoulder and didn't see her for a month, missed a lot of school, was very cagy about what was going on and generally slipped into depression.
I think I'm going to try to have a serious talk with her.
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