^^ Thanks babe 
It seems that the head manager of the advertising company that ege's been working with is going to try and get me a new trainee job. He's got connections in loads of place and most of them are in my own town! I'm going to send him my CV this weekend and hope that something turns up 
As for my mother in law... She's awake. Which.. is a good thing only her brain has suffered some damage after all. She seems to believe that she's still married to her first husband (whom she divorced over 30 years ago) She keeps asking after him and why he and her siblings haven't visited her yet. I don't know if Loverboy's siblings have had the heart to tell her that they're all dead and gone.
Once my migraine attacks are over I'm going to visit her along with Loverboy to see her reaction. Because in her world I shouldn't exist so maybe if she sees me, she'll start remember things.
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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy.
I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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