Cynthetiq

Gilda, it's a shame that you are diminishing this thread by editing your posts.

People can see the evolution of your thought process before, the feelings you posted when stressed were how you really felt at that time. Now it's like a husk of itself. It's like you are now embarassed about what you posted since you stated the reason that you "feel foolish" yet when you wrote it, you wrote it with your feelings intact.

It's upon hindsight that we color the moment in history. We don't make bad decisions at the time, we all make good ones based on the information presented to us at the time of the decision. We don't act on something thinking,"Hmm.. I think I'm going to do this the foolish way..."

We aren't judging you, and we haven't been judging you, yet you felt foolish so you altered your posts. We are reading what you are posting and understanding how you are feeling and seeing it firsthand.

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