Think how much better it will be when you get it from someone you
haven't paid!
It is a boost to your self confidence, if it all goes well.
Your first time is rarely as you always envision it in your fantasies.
It's not all chocolates, bearskin rugs and open fires but a fumbling excitement and a prayer of "Oh god, don't let me cum just yet!"
Regular sex is a discovery of yourself but nevertheless, the first time is always a big boost.
It's like your first legal drink, or when you get given the car keys to drive on your own the first time.