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Shit yeah, I've had to deal with feelings of utter self-loathing and failure and just wishing I had a "reset" button on life. I did a lot of cognitive behavior therapy to get rid of some destructive thought patterns that were just old habits, and paxil helped as well. Exercise helps, as does doing things to take care of yourself.
In the end, remember that the thoughts in your head are just thoughts. They have no basis in reality, no matter how much "evidence" you have that they are true. You have a divine spark and it's only a matter of time until you are able to see it - you're on the right road, but don't forget to do the things that make you feel good, and try to find someone you can lean on without feeling guilty.
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"If ten million people believe a foolish thing, it is still a foolish thing."
- Anatole France
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