Tim, you're very well spoken and I find dilemmas like this very very interesting. It's true that sometimes you need to fuck up big time in order to clearly see the error in your ways. I think we've established that monogamous marriage is not for you right now. The only thing remaining to be answered is.. what IS for you?
Do you even want a commitment? Now, there ARE people who will be with you and let you be with others (and require the same for themselves) just as long as you come back to them at the end of the day. Would you want that? Or would you rather just play it solo from here on out?
You gotta answer these questions for yourself, then start on your quest to reach your goal.
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