Strange: I think it's been made clear in the replies so far that there is a distinct difference between pills, which will work on the symptoms, and lifestyle change, which will work as a cure in the long term. It's up to you to decide whether you need pills or if you can get to work right away on the causes of your depression. I think there's been some fantastic ideas here for sorting one's life out (i.e. cleaning and exercise) and I know I'll be thinking about some of them for myself. Hang in there, buddy!
I think it's a strange coincidence that about the time you started this thread that Tecoyah mentioned Tom Cruise in Moe's. Let me know if you don't know the connection. Speaking of Moe's, they serve plenty of non-alcoholic drinks too, and I need you to finish deciphering the arcane glyphs!