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Hmm.. have you considered therapy? It's a bit of an intimidating idea, but it might help in this case.
You're definitely not suffering from clinical depression, which is most often caused by neurochemical imbalance. It sounds like you have some issues that you need to work past in order to be happy with who you are. I'm right there with you and it's an ongoing process, but it might help. A licensed therapist can help you get past whatever issues are giving you this negative self-image and feel good about yourself.
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I wake up in the morning more tired than before I slept
I get through cryin' and I'm sadder than before I wept
I get through thinkin' now, and the thoughts have left my head
I get through speakin' and I can't remember, not a word that I said
- Ben Harper, Show Me A Little Shame
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