Hmmm, m8 I was in the same kind of feelings many years ago and went to a Doctor to ask for advice (hoping for a pill) and the response was basically 'cheer up, look on the good things in life, be glad you are alive and no you don't need medication'
At the time it didn't help but a few weeks later it did. This is my only life I'm going to have. You have to take control of your life and think about everything you enjoy and want to be. Then make it happen.
Cut down on food and drink. Self control is needed, do some exercise (it will get addictive and it makes you feel good).
Whatever turns you on in life go and do it.
Politically I hate this world, it is grimly depressing. I can't change the world so easy. But please don't kill yourself, think of everything you've done and enjoyed and can do and enjoy. Think of all the work colleagues and maybe family who would be so upset.
I'm quite sure someone is going to say drugs are the answer. I'm sure your employers don't have any right to check your medical records with a Doctor in the UK.
GL and gradually change yourself. I know you can do it!!
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