Nutmeg?????
lol what does it do to you?
I've done:
Coke (snorted) = for 6 months with a group of guys after I got out of the Navy and it never did anything to me, maybe because low doses or wasn't a high I expected so i didn't notice the true "high", pretty much just did it because everyone else was....
Amphetamines (not crystal) prsecribed to a friends dad for weight loss whilke we were in HS.... gave me leg cramps, couldn't sleep, was in control but definately more energetic.... liked it but wouldn't now
Weed....... love it but makes me too paranoid and sexually hard..... won't do it now unless with a woman and we need some sex play..... plus piss tests at work not worth losing my job over
Alcohol..... I like the high at times (have come to hate the taste of it even mixed with drinks tho) but alcoholism runs in family so I drink very rarely.
tobacco.... hate the fact I smoke, doesn't do anything except prevent withdrawal and relieve tension
the opiate pain relievers (perc, darv, codeine, tylonol3, etc).... never gave me euphoria I seeked.... and not really a fan except to relieve pain as that's all they do (and I have taken a lot of prescribed to try to get high)
flexaril (muscle relaxant).... prescribed after car accident I liked them
Somas.... didn't do anything
amyl nitrate..... just made me sleep then groggy for 2 days after
the power/energy drinks L-Carnitine, Ginseng, Taurine mixes..... not bad do give energy and I stay in control and not all whacked out.... good when going to school right after 8 hours of work.
I am quite interested in Salvia, prickly poppy, Calea Zacatechichi, Heavenly Blue Morning Glory .... be interesting to see what they hold for me as I just ordered some from Salviasupply.com.
I have always experimented just to see. Experimenting now because of some of the stress I have been under and what not to see if there is anything out there (legal) that is non addictive but allows me to relax and take my mind off the daily grind for a bit so i can meditate. I am glad to say other than Nicotine I have never been addicted not liked many other drugs or had the effect I looked for to keep using them. I'll do what I ordered see what happens and probably be the end of this aspect.
Maybe that's why my addiction is gambling.... that was the worst drug for me.
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I just love people who use the excuse "I use/do this because I LOVE the feeling/joy/happiness it brings me" and expect you to be ok with that as you watch them destroy their life blindly following. My response is, "I like to put forks in an eletrical socket, just LOVE that feeling, can't ever get enough of it, so will you let me put this copper fork in that electric socket?"
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