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Could be just a phase. My whole life up untill I was 17 I was hardcore christian. Growing up in a christian household, I wasn't allowed to watch television, listen to rock music, or go out with non-christian friends. My father was a born again christian up untill his death in 2002. I was baptized when I was 14 and brainwashed all my life. I would preach the good word to anyone I knew. I was a CP.
At 17 I had a revelation. I questioned my own faith and rebelled agaisnt my father and the church. Its all bullshit. At 18, my father kicked me out of the house and I've been on my own ever since.
Long story short, I am no longer a CP, I'm just a P.(Psyco)
Even though my relationship with God is broken, I still believe and have faith in God. I just believe in God in my own way. I don't go to church and I don't pray, but I know he's there for me.
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"From delusion lead me to truth, from darkness lead me to light, from death lead me to eternal life. - Sheriff John Wydell
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