I agree with lurkette...the grass is definitely always greener. I was a virgin until about a year ago this month actually. Between now and then I've had sex with like...6 different people?
And you know what I've found? It all kinda sucks...it's not the grand party it's made out to be. It's a lot of bullshit, pregnancy scares, STD worries in the back of your head...
But it does suck to have that regret. Even if you find out it wasn't worth it...at least you lived it and you know. So I see where you're coming from. You always have an option you know...if you really want this out of your system, you can do something. Just decide how much it's worth to you, because you'll have to live with whatever the consequences are...and there will be consequences of some kind--nothing in life is free.
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