Stiltzkin

Being horny does not necessarily mean you want to have sex. I'm attracted to women, and I get turned on, but I've never actually wanted to have sex. The result is that I have this sexual energy that I don't know what to do this, and the end result is usually... you know. I've had crushes and I'd have to lie to my friends about having desires to fuck their brains out so that I can seem normal, but the fact is that my attraction always seems to be superficial, and never related to sex. In all my 20 years on this Earth I've had one dream about having sex, and I didn't even get to the penetration part. When I read Ustwo's thread about working out increasing sex drive, I decided that I should try to work out more often so that I can get myself up to a normal level of sex drive, but I'm not really sure that would do it. I've been exercising at home more often than I usually do (I won't have access to a gym for about another two weeks), but I guess it's just not intense enough. I've even thought about seeing a doctor about this, but you know how reluctant us guys (usually) are when it comes to seeing a doctor.