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You are right- any attempt is an attempt at all. But I sometimes feel like he only attempts such things so that he can look like the good guy to his mother. I think it would be easier to not have him in my life, honestly, so I don't know why it bothers me. I have never missed him, but I guess a lot of boils down to my grandfather's dying wish. Either that or I just really want him to know how I feel and let him know that he is missing out on something with me. I guess I don't really care anymore, because I haven't been thinking about it much lately. I don't know.
Wow- what a large amount of indecisiveness.
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