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Update on my earlier post-#12
My girlfriend dumped me, she said she didn't exactly know why she wanted to end it, she said that she enjoyed being alone, which I can totally believe. She views everything that she has to do as an obligation, and doesn't gain any sense of joy from doing it, and apparently I became her biggest and least "rewarding" obligation because we faught alot about me being treated like I was an obligation (my opinion).
We spent less and less time together, and when she'd wake up Saturday mornings, or Sunday Mornings, instead of hanging out with me, she'd go home and do homework. She never acted happy to see me, never did anything special for me, never went out of her way to make me happy. Shit, when my 21 birthday came around, she wanted to move out of the dorms and go home to start working for her dad instead of coming to my party, and wanted to celebrate the next weekend (SHE WANTED TO GO HOME AND WORK INSTEAD OF GOING TO MY BIRTHDAY! SHE COMPLAINED THAT SHE WOULD *WASTE* 3 DAYS IF SHE CAME TO SEE ME[Incidentally, she only worked 1 day for the next 2 weeks]).
I miss her because she was alot of firsts in my life(real college girlfriend, sex, first girl I brought home to meet my family, etc) and we had alot of similar interests, but I don't miss her insensitivity, self centeredness, and complete lack of sexuality.
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