Hey- perhaps the migranes are from the thyroid problem and *not* because of the hormones!
Hormones make you wacky. Go get this thyroid problem taken care of, and then go off of BC for a while and see if your migranes aren't better. Also, if you are feeling overwhelmed by all this (not just the thyroid but the things you have mentioned in your journal) please, please go talk to a counselor or a thearapist, if for no other reason than to have someone to talk to! I might give sage advice (ha ha ha) but even I can't solve every problem- only YOU can do that and getting help is a great thing to do!
raeanna, I'm so proud of you for taking control of your body and your life!
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She answers hard acrostics, has a pretty taste for paradox
She quotes in elegiacs all the crimes of Heliogabalus
In conics she can floor peculiarities parabolous
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