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Well, I know she isn't playing me. She has been in constant relationships since she was 14 yr olds--that's what happens when you're hot girl I guess, guys never leave you alone once you hit puberty. She doesn't know how to play the game.
If she did, she would never have showed me the stuff in her phone. I could have showed her my phone, but I have tons of pics in it of hot girl aquaintances and I'm not gonna show her that shit becaue it would make her wonder how many girls I talk to. Again...playing the game. She would NEVER have told me the weird shit she did if she was playing at anything. She would be play things a lot more coy...she wouldn't have just let me know I could hook up with her if I wanted to, she would have made passing innuendo's to physical stuff but she wouldn't have been like, yeah we can go some place if you want.
Now the rebound guy, that I could definitely be. I'm the total opposite of everything her ex boyfriend is....I'm pretty sure considering how we both are I would hit it off with her anyways, but I guess the rebound factor couldn't be hurting me.
I guess you're right about the hook up vs relationship thing. I'm a weird sort of creature though. I don't want to just call her up and fuck her and leave her, I'd actually hang out with her and do mundane daily shit too, just because she's amazing to talk to. But then I start making her sound like wifey (that is slang for girlfriend) material...which I guess wouldn't be so bad. I haven't been in a 6 month + serious relationship since I was like 17...and I've changed a lot since then.
I guess I'll see how things go tonight, and the next day. If I still want more out of the cookie jar I guess that answers my questions about 'the hunt' being done and losing my motivation...
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