I have realized one of the problem I have with stay with my meaning.
I had decided when I was younger that I would only depend on myself because I knew that as long as I had myself then I would exist.
However, recently I been waiting for someone to help me stand up, to find me, but I haven't even asked for help. I am only waiting for something to happen and even if I need help I have to seek it.
This loss of focus began in january(that is when I started living for myself again instead of another person) and I didn't realize how much I had strayed.
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Life is meaningless.
How awesome is that?
Rock On! Now I can do whatever the hell I want
and give my own life meaning to myself.
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