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Here goes...
I had been stringing this girl along for a while, she really liked me, and all i wanted to do was do the no pants dance. I found her really annoying, although she was hot. She was 17 blonde, really nice body and said she loved sex.
I got her back to my house (was living with my parents), made her wait on my bed (like the rude bastard that i was to her) and went and had a shower. I thought id last longer if i jerked off a couple of times first. So i did.
When i got back down there, i just wasnt really in the mood to kiss and stuff. I pretty much just wanted to fuck her a few times then drive her home. Anyway, try as i might, i couldnt get it in! Probably had something to do with her being quite petite, me tall, and me not helping foreplay and getting her wet. Anyway, i got really frustrated with her- and my ineptitude at getting it in. I think jerking off a few times just killed my patience aswell. So i flipped her over and just jerked off all over her back. I felt this irrational anger towards her and insisted on driving her home so my parents didnt find out.
I regret the sex (or lack there of) and i also regret acting like such a bastard. She must have told her sister about me aswell, cause i get these filthy looks everytime i pass her by.
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'And it's been a long December and there's reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can't remember all the times I tried to tell my myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass'
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