It's always been in my nature to rely on another person for strength. When I was younger, it was my parents. When I got a little older, it was my friends. Soon after that, I found that I defined myself based on the girl I was with.
It wasn't until relatively recently that I found that I could even begin to pull myself through things... And if I'm not doing as well as I think I could be, I'm blaming it on lack of practice. It feels pretty good to know you kicked your own lazy ass out of bed in the morning to go out and accomplish something.
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