I remember when they thought I might have uterine cancer it was rough. Not so much for ME, Im honestly not scared of dying, but I was worried about my mother and I didnt tell her anything until after the tests came back that everything was fine....oh was she mad at me. She told me in no uncertain terms that I should have told her before the tests so that she could have been the support system for me that only a mother can and she was upset with me for quite awhile. I'd get a phone call at least once a week for a year where the first words out of her mouth were, are you ok? is there anything you need to tell me?
It might scare you to talk to your mom, but I think you need to go ahead and do it, so that at least you know that you've got someone who cares about you like nobody else ever will to be there for you.
I'll be sending good thoughts, wishes, and prayers your way
