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Do I love my family? YES
Do I like them all? NOOOOOOOOOOO
My dad was abusive, my mom's a compulsive gambler, and my sister's addicted to narcotics. Needless to say, my family's a little unbalanced - no wonder I don't remember anything before I was 12.
Yes, it's easy to write it off as dependancy issues, but it goes deeper than that. My sister and I became super-close, which turned out to be due to the amount of drugs she was taking (she'd always been a monstrously-huge bitch). My father was emotionally, verbally and mentally abusive, and was never around (I used to think he lived in the shower-drain) and my mom was enourmously co-dependant.
I love them all dearly, but I don't like them, whether it's for what they're doing/have done to themselves, or for what they're doing/have done to me, and I don't think that's something I'm going to ever "grow out of".
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~*~* He with a sharp tongue slits his own throat *~*~
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