Ranting about job life
this is more a rant, but I'm feeling incredibly exhausted about the situation right now.
I lost my job on Tuesday the 19th, after working at the company for about 8 months. My boss seemed to wanted to get rid of me and didn't begin to entertain any idea about any other possibilities.
I was popular throughout the whole company and there is now an outcry going, mostly among the executive staff. Ultimately though I don't think I will get my job back. Lots of drama.
Fortunately I start my new job next week (it's good knowing people).
(now for the reason why I posted this) I can't but help feel like a loser right now though. It really was a shock. I wasn't expecting, no one was expecting it. My support staff was all taken aback. My clientelle base found out and they are contacting the higher ups to complain and I feel partly well about that. Other then my boss, I got along amazingly well with everyone in the workplace, so I'm just feeling incredibly down and out.
I guess it's just kinda sad that I feel this way. I was more attached to the company then I realize, and now having that taken away from me made me realize how shallow I may be right now.
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Hesitate. Pull me in.
Breath on breath. Skin on skin.
Loving deep. Falling fast.
All right here. Let this last.
Here with our lips locked tight.
Baby the time is right for us...
to forget about us.
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