Find an Alcoholics Anonymous meeting near you. Go to ONE meeting, just to check it out. You don't have to commit to a lifetime of ANYTHING. Just go see if any of what they have to say there speaks to you.
I know lots of people who have been in circumstances similar to yours who have pulled themselves together by participating in AA. Even if you've got your drinking under control, there are practices and structures there to support you in having your whole life work.
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