This problem really isn't about depression or addictive drugs and alcohol. I know enough people with those problems who manage to be somewhat organized. My problem is not having organization skills and needing them desperately at age 35 --instantaneously.
When I was in college, I would take classes that I didn't like and just blow them off. I would then study like mad for the final and manage to pass them. Yes, I am kinda smart... but I'm also lazy which is the problem.
So right now, smart gets me in the door and lazy might get me kicked out. I need to be organized.
For example, right now I should be studying for an exam that I have to take in a few days. I've studied very little but will probably cram for it tomorrow. -Ugh. Save me from myself.
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