To me... it sounds like an addiction to drama, both you and her. Really reminds me of high school shit. The “I love you too much” that’s bullshit. This also has manic or bipolar written all over it.
The way you always say “I screwed up” or “she got so upset she lost 5 pounds” … honestly now…
She is playing you. And, she is really enjoying it. Maybe you enjoy being played? The drama gives something interesting to your lives.
Now she can talk all about how much she is tortured by love to her friends and they all ask her “what’s going on today.”
I’m sure this isn’t what you want to hear, and maybe I’m off base. Nevertheless, I will agree “RUN!” move on and get a new girl. A normal relationship will not be as wild a ride, but suffering doesn’t have to be part of the deal.
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